My thoughts 1 (rambling)

For 2010 I vowed that I won't be n a relationship, flirt or do anything socially beyond friendship because most of the time it's too much of a distraction and I don't have time for that. However there are days or moments where being single sucks. I write romantic stories and draw romantic pictures most of the because it's my dream to have that one day. That meaning genuine love, nights (and days) of passion and warm arms when I want or need them...Warm arms that rescue you and seem to be the only security you need.I get a wonderful feeling just thinking about it. Nights like this I think about music more than usual. If it's not the words that clear my head it's the beat and feel of the music. Avril says it best. Even though she's talking about a stranger it's like the stranger somehow has the ability to take her away. I long to escape. To a city or a beach and hopefully closer to genuine love.